hooked up with someone for the first time after my (now)ex. had to stop myself, several times, from accidentally saying his name. it does feel good to feel “wanted” again. it’s funny how quickly i fall for someone, but i’ve still never been in “love”. is that even a real emotion? or just something i’m forced to feel because i, for all reasons, “should”?
i’m well aware of the fact that i often do things for the wrong reasons, but fuck anyone who tries to make me feel bad about it. i’m out here living my dreams in chicago and nothing/no one will ever take that away from me.@13 hours ago