I have an obession with “winning” the relationship..

hooked up with someone for the first time after my (now)ex. had to stop myself, several times, from accidentally saying his name. it does feel good to feel “wanted” again. it’s funny how quickly i fall for someone, but i’ve still never been in “love”. is that even a real emotion? or just something i’m forced to feel because i, for all reasons, “should”?

i’m well aware of the fact that i often do things for the wrong reasons, but fuck anyone who tries to make me feel bad about it. i’m out here living my dreams in chicago and nothing/no one will ever take that away from me.

@13 hours ago
steelbison:

#LeavesAsPaper

steelbison:

#LeavesAsPaper

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@2 days ago with 19717 notes
Angsty Jesse Lacey is my favorite Jesse Lacey 😍 #brandnew #70x7

Angsty Jesse Lacey is my favorite Jesse Lacey 😍 #brandnew #70x7

@4 days ago
#brandnew #70x7 

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"the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach"

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I feel like all my (non-existent) problems would be solved if I was just five shades lighter. And all those various “skin-bleaching” soaps I’ve tried over the years are b.s.. Filters can only do so much, man.

@2 weeks ago
#brown people problems 
joetrohmansillegitimatechild:

Keeping inkskinned on the back of my notebook. 
This poem makes me feel not so alone.

joetrohmansillegitimatechild:

Keeping inkskinned on the back of my notebook.
This poem makes me feel not so alone.

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@1 day ago with 772 notes

"Every introvert alive knows the exquisite pleasure of stepping from the clamor of a party into the bathroom and closing the door."

Sophia Dembling, The Introvert’s Way: Living a Quiet Life in a Noisy World  (via ab-sences)

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@6 days ago with 99987 notes

"I put my heart and soul into my work, and I have lost my mind in the process." 
— Vincent van Gogh

"I put my heart and soul into my work, and I have lost my mind in the process." 

— Vincent van Gogh

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@1 week ago with 69229 notes
Ég myndi frekar vilja vera einskis en að læra að hata mig aftur. (at Wicker Park)

Ég myndi frekar vilja vera einskis en að læra að hata mig aftur. (at Wicker Park)

@1 week ago

"What makes the sky so beautiful is our inability to perceive it all at once."

Anonymous (via brawling)

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